I don’t mind being
Fat.
I like eating good food.
I spend a lot of time thinking about food.
I collect cookbooks.
I spent most of my life in a job where I had to worry about my weight. I was always a little bit “chubby” in middle school and high school, until I turned 17. Then miraculously, with no effort, I slimmed down and was actually kind of beautiful.
Now, my feet hurt if I walk too far, my hips hurt if I sit too long, and I can’t find too many clothes that will make me look beautiful.
I've been struggling with middle age, hot flashes, menopause.
I’ve tried to lose some fat, but before that can happen I have to SEVERELY cut down what I eat in order for any fat to come off, which means I have to practically eat NOTHING.
It’s not worth it.
I can’t see the point of making myself miserable just so I can be skinny and wear “hot pants” (short shorts).
I have found some clothes that cover my fat, they’re not too tight. I don’t wear dresses. I wear athletic shoes. I am comfortable.
Something drastic would have to happen for me to stop eating. In the meantime, while I’m waiting for that dramatic moment, I will visit, and you must visit NOW
Hurry, hurry—GO NOW! Eat, eat, Little Bird!
XXOO, BB
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